its bamboo my pet panda

KITTY!!!

loveing someone when they dont love you back is bad
but when they never know... it might not turn out the way you want it to

trust me i know and its bad real bad because i love him and hes has no clue but i stare and he doesnt get it because... well thats what they sometimes do

i see him stare at me sometimes but i just think hes looking at me because i look weird

ill never know what he thought because...................
hes gone maybe forever or for now

ill never know

in my dreams hes in them, even though i try noy to wake up because these are the very few times i get to see him

its sad when i wake up in the morning
knowing that i wouldnt see him until... whenever i dream

i never know if hes dead or alive because im not with him in real life

it sometimes bugs me to the point where i cant handle it and i just want to scream, cry, and just see you just ONE more time

its painful knowing that my dreams arent realy true because life without dreams wouldnt keep you on the look out which helps when your down sometimes

i have thoughts and wishes and dream that i wish would just come true already

its like no one can hear me,see me, or anything else that connects to anything

it might seem like im emo but my heart is just empty and my mind full of him and me together some day

some how

he lights the candle to humanity to me

its like i cant see without him

even if he doesnt know that

its well.... true


when i look into the mirror all i can see is him next to me

i think im crazy

but i have another side

the other side thinks that im empty hearted

both of them are sad but i dont think about that


i think about him and mostly only him

i stare into his eyes

i look at the back of his head, his neck, his back, his shoulders when hes not looking

just wishing

wanting




HIM!

humanity

it hold thing together

but without light

its like a balloon floating away

but when lite comes

your life will turn around

we seem like we are meant to be

but we just dont click sometimes

you love someone else

but i wish you didnt


you where funny

i use to cry when i got home

thinking that you alone would have no laughs

well thats not true even though you cant hear them

there are

theres also tears

in the shape of my empty heart

because without you

its a black hole

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together forever

i can change if he wants me too
ill do anything to get to him
so i will
well...probably not right now
he knows that i like him from me starring at him when i get the chance
sometimes he catches me in the act
i want him to sometimes but not always
it would be bad if he read this
hed then know that i really adore his eyes, his smile, and well...him
it would seriously be an embarrasment to me because he and everyone else would know because hes really different in a good way though
but i think hes kind cute
i just dont want him to know

yet

i sat down in my seat and stared at the doors
wondering if he was going to be here
when class started i looked at where he sits
he wasnt there
but then i looked behind me
i smiled
BIG
i just worry to much
but thats kinda good because if i didnt care about him
he wouldnt like me
but i know for a fact that he does because
he himself asked me out
and HELLO
what else was i gonna say other than YES

hatred fell over me knowing that whats the point of liking him if hes rude
i must be going crazy if i still like him but unfortunatly
i still do for some reason
im thinking that all this has ruend my life forever
id cry if he said that he was leaving
which i know would happen soon
maybe even today
i dont know what will happen and when

the harsh winter is cold without a blanket
i was lonley and cold before i saw which one i liked the most
so after i saw which one
i bought it
after a while it got old
so i let it go
i sooo regret it now
-about brandon not a blanket!a person. just personification well the other way around but you know what i mean

he looks at people with curiousity
with an open mind
he studys things
it sometimes seems that hes looking into space
which is usualy all the time
your probably wondering how i know this much

for i stare with curiousity at him
wondering what he will do next

he looks at people with curiousity
with an open mind
he studys things
it sometimes seems like he starring into space
which is usualy all the time
your probabaly wonderimg how io know this much

for i stare at him with curiousity
wondering what he would do next