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I used to hide behind other identities. I used to suffer from severe depression, but when people would tell me, "You're depressed." I would tell them, "I'm not depressed. I have problems, and I just need solutions." One day, I was walking through the heavy rain. My clothes were soaked. The air was near freezing.I used the umbrella that I had brought to protect my bag, which probably had some of my writings and/or drawings or a book in them. A man came up behind me with a black umbrella. He told me he felt impressed to give it to me, and then said, "The Lord is searching for you."
And I was searching for the Lord. To know God cared about me so much...I soon began working for Him again, but harder than ever. Doing door-to-door work. Then He called me to make a few changes to my life, including giving up fiction, and I did. My mind was free for a while, and I was able to work on, and others were able to work with me, on overcoming depression.
I quit Gaia for a while, coming back on crusades against the things I had written, the role plays, etc. Soon, I decided to just let them rest for a while and leave them alone. I couldn't handle looking at them. I hate my old life. I was rude, a mean person, depressed, etc. I'm not perfect. I'm definitely still a work in progress, but the quality of life, especially in my thoughts, has improved since allowing the Lord to work in my life. And now, I am leaving again, this time for good.
"And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. " (John 8:32)
I can be found at Give me Him, Cooking with Jessie-Jess or on DeviantArt. Good bye.
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May God continue to bless you in life, and I hope he will bless me as well.
~ Your sister in Christ, Leonidas "Leo" Peridot ~
I'm really sad that I won't be able to roleplay with you anymore, but hopefully we'll still be able to keep in touch. I hope to hear from you soon, and I hope that you're having a great time at college. ^ ^
How's college going?
Why thank you. It is much appreciated. I shall continue to pray for you.
how have things been for you?