About

This is my profile. Every quote, every picture, and every little icon shows the real me. Everyday I hide behind a facade of normality and relative joy. I am..The Mask of Amaya. The true depth of the night rain. You may see me as someone different in reality; but here, this is where it all truly unfolds. Every aspect of my nature, interest, and self-involved thought is placed here.


However, if you're too lazy to read most of the icons here, then here's what some of them say that mean that speak that most to me.

1. I love walking in the rain because no one knows I'm crying.
2. Just cause I'm not crying doesn't mean I'm okay.
3. Nothing is every good enough.
4. You think I'm so togh,m but I just never let you see me cry.
5. I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong. Talk like everything's perfect. Act like it's justa dream. Pretend he isn't hurting me.
6. I hurt deeper than you'll ever know.
7. But I don't care, I just need comfort.
8. It's alot easier to say you don't care, than to admit to your hurt.
9. I feel worthless.
10. I wish you cared.

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Journal

Let the Gears turn and my Heart break.

Let the Gears turn and my Heart break is a way of saying; let me die on the inside while the world works uncaringly.This journal is another place for me to vent about how I feel.


Comments

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Raynorrock22

Report | 12/08/2013 3:28 pm

Raynorrock22

Welcome back to the living young one and I'm happy you've reached College biggrin
Loumon of the forest

Report | 09/06/2011 3:13 pm

Loumon of the forest

???
Steviegoesrawr

Report | 06/17/2011 1:06 pm

Steviegoesrawr

Thanks for the buy! :]
Loumon of the forest

Report | 06/15/2011 3:16 pm

Loumon of the forest

what?
ZainieRainyday

Report | 11/27/2010 11:28 am

ZainieRainyday

Huh?
What are we talking about? I am soooooooo~oooo confused.
ZainieRainyday

Report | 11/12/2010 12:44 pm

ZainieRainyday

Huh??
What are you talking 'bout??
B o o H o e

Report | 11/12/2010 9:51 am

B o o H o e

Thxs for buying!!!
ZainieRainyday

Report | 08/28/2010 7:45 pm

ZainieRainyday

Harpies united? Somehow it reminds me of Thundercats. (Thunder, Thunder, THUNDERCAT!)
There gonna start showing Bleach again on the tellie. Yay? Not really it's filler season agian.
You suck. Hard. xp
ZainieRainyday

Report | 08/27/2010 1:54 pm

ZainieRainyday

Yes, Sydnie. (I can spell it right 'cause I'm awesome!)
Anyway, is that a no I can't or a I'm to lazy to. stare
Butt-face!
And you are a harpy...
ZainieRainyday

Report | 08/25/2010 2:02 pm

ZainieRainyday

Thanks for the mental breakdown, friend.
Anyway...Syd's thinking of having an end of summerbash-thing-y. I don't know if she even knows your number to invite you, but I shall if she doesn't. Man, I won't be able to see anyone ever! Well, I will but I like to be over dramatic, you know that. If she doesn't plan one you should 'cause I love you and...well you said that you're bored.
(Siren instead of harpy?)

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I've adopted a bleach character!!
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YOU CAN ADOPT ONE TO!
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