It starts with
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time whenI tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
Doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me, I'm surprised
(it got so far) It got so
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I am
a little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints
but I can't help the fact
that everyone can see these scars
I am
what I want you to want
what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do,
I can't convince you,
to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you,
turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't change this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am
a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand
I do what I can
but sometimes I don't make sense
I am what you never wanna say
but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
for once just to hear me out
So I let go watching you
turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got Now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me,
like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me,
like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignoredTime won't change this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I don't know who to trust, no surprise
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts sift through the dust
And the lies
(Trying not to break,
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me)
[Chorus:]
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
'Cause I swear, for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily
(Everyone feels so far away from me)
Heavy thoughts forcing their way, out of me
(Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring and time between
And how, trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me)
[Chorus: Repeat]
I wont waste myself on you!
You! [x2]
Waste myself on you!
You! [x2]
[Chorus: Repeat (x2)]
You! [x3]
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there is my avi wit name angel....
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please
Hope you been well back in the real world. Maybe see you around.