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Heyy the name is Oriana but everyone calls me Ori or Oreo. I'm a complete dork in my own way but I'm not retarded..I ISH SPECIAL with many colors ^_^ I'll never let you know my age unless I feel like I trust you enough to tell you. My bf/ex bf (he's one one moment and then the other another moment) is my life. He makes me the happiest even when I probably shouldnt be happy. My friends are not friends..they are FAMILY!!You screw with anyone of them and I will f**k up your face..I am a Christian yes I am..I will cuss it's a habit but I am a Christian.If you dont like me for it..then go screw yourself..I'm obviously too good for you. I'm quirky, demented, happy, bipolar, and a complete SPECIAL PERSON!!I love people though..and I love having a good time..and if you cant handle that..I'm sorry..my little friend George (the mellow voice in my head) will show you out the door. now then..how do I look..I've got blonde hair which used to be long but is now cut short..bright blue eyes that will look all Chinese and what not when I laugh or giggle..most guys love to comment my lips which I really dont know how to describe..um I've got an hourglass figure..my skinny little waist and my fat hips contribute to that..um uh..I'm about 5'3....I'm pink but everyone says I'm white...uh...I've got a slight button nose at times...my cheeks are always pink...and well..my ears stick out no matter what you do..and I'm me...does that explain it to chu??It should...well I LUFF CHU ALL!!!!!!

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Confessions of a broken heart

INever let me go

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DesuAnon

Report | 10/18/2020 9:14 pm

DesuAnon

I understand a little more now,
Your okeyoyo and im dotayuri-
I have beautiful memories of my orianna, because thats what you left for me.
And you have the ugly memories, the pain i have caused you.
I have pain and suffering as well, but you was never apart of that
You always loved me, you stayed with me for so so long
Im so happy i had you, but the pain of not being able to hold you in my arms


Oreo i love you and you will be the last love i ever know
You are my darling love
Kaylee was the child i always believed we would have
i always turned away ever girl that ever liked me because i loved you more then anything
I will die and i will think of you until the end-
I promise you that one day i will be the lovee you always wanted
AtCOMOL-
Dotayuri-DotaKaylee
Sissy Adamaris
Bro Eric
DesuAnon

Report | 08/22/2020 2:03 pm

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DesuAnon

Report | 08/06/2020 6:11 pm

DesuAnon

Im so sorry im in so much pain orianna
This pain it hurts, it hurts so so much
Please help me
Do you really hate me that much
Orianna please help
Help me my love orianna
I love you please please
DesuAnon

Report | 08/06/2020 6:05 pm

DesuAnon

I love you girl!!! Im sorry but thats what i feel
I love to hear your name, it gives me chills
I lov3 you
Orianna
Your the only one i love
Orianna
Orianna
Your beautiful voice
Im in so much pain
Please help me
Please don't leave me please
Orianna
DesuAnon

Report | 07/20/2020 12:55 am

DesuAnon

I smile and feel warmth within happy with my orianna
But it doesn't last, i love you so much but
I hate myself even more, and the worries i had back then
None of them matter anymore,

If it was me crying, if it was me hurting i would have stayed with you
Thats just a fact, it might not be the correct choice
But the truth is, i needed you more then you would ever need me

This pain i feel now is the same pain i had before.
The only difference is im the only one suffering now(i hope)

You will always remain as my one and only love,
And my bestfriend, -Dotayuri

DesuAnon

Report | 05/16/2020 12:00 am

DesuAnon

I feel so sad, i was always so scared that one day you wouldn't want to be with me
It got to thw point where i started acting upset, and i took it to far
I was never interested in any girl but you. Even today i don't want to hold anyone
Unless its you. Watching you leave hurt so bad, it still does.
all i needed in life was for my orianna to say "i will never leave you burrito "
Maybe then i could have been your perfect burrito
Its all i want is for us to be happy,like we wanted
If i think about it really hard i can still hear your beautiful voice-
I wish i could fall asleep forever, i know i would be with you and my family
Because its truly in the center of my heart to see you again.
If my new dream does come true.
I just want you to know that i haven't been with any girl since you left me, im not sure
If its because of the sadness in my eyes or if im just useless
Im not fat anymore, but i hate myself for being skinny like this
All i see is someone who wasn't good enough for you
I have been living my life as if you was still with me and ever day i break more and more
I still care about you and one day i can be put to death knowing you will be there
To hold me as the darkness takes over
I love you so much im sure nothing will fill my heart with joy like hearing your voice once again
I just want you to call me for once, talk to me.
You are the only one in my life:even if we are apart right now
Talking to you and not getting a reply hurts as well but this pain
Its different, i feel like not even time will stop us,
Even if its 5938282years from now i dont care
I will still love you and if i can do it all over again i would run into your arms
Ever time i think about holding you i feel warmth inside my heart
I dont know what you see me as now, im sure you still hate me
Im sure you see a useless guy who cant even hold you,
But im your burrito i might be a mess, but i was your mess
I dont want to forget you
I dont want to forget your voice
I dont want to forget the kindness you had for me
Your smile,
I want to be gone, but i have a brother and 3 sisters now.
Pain and i know is pain
I want a life where i can be with orianna, and grow up together
A place where i can be happy with the ones i love the most
Erick, adamary, kaylee, orianna. Everyone i love-
Im not ever giving up on us, i will be back when the pain gets to much for me to handle
And i will be here to tell you how i still love you and hope your doing good
I hope you get up everyday and smile for the both of us
Because honestly i dont have a thing to smile about in my life anymore
If i do ever die, i will be thinking of you orianna,
Ily i hope nothing but the best for you-
DesuAnon

Report | 04/24/2020 11:02 am

DesuAnon

I can't believe you wished pain upon me, well at least you wish came true orianna.
My only wish now is for this pain to bleed out of my body so i can finaly rest
This life is nothing without my oreo
Dam i want this pain to stop, each day it hurts deep inside me
I lived without you and i had a good job but i didnt want it because
Because it was a life that was missing you in it
Nobody knows this, but your the reason i bring myself down
You are what pains my life

Even if you traded places in life, i would have stayed by your side
DesuAnon

Report | 04/03/2020 12:46 am

DesuAnon

Do i have to disappear is that how i get to see you again... i miss you heart
Orianna
I want to try again even if it cost me my life
Its always been about you
Its always been orianna tells me what to do.....
Im. Sorry you never saw that but its true
You are my queen you rule me and you are everything
Nothing will ever change that
DesuAnon

Report | 04/03/2020 12:40 am

DesuAnon

I am so sorry orianna
I am sorry
Im sorry im sorry im am sorry
Sorry my love
My love orianna
You are my everything
DesuAnon

Report | 04/03/2020 12:28 am

DesuAnon

Well i love you thats all, i love you and im a mess without you.
Im trash without you im nothing
I hate myself, i love you i see nothing but you , i really wish you wouldn't have given Up on me
I needee you more then you needed me
Oh how i wish you and me
I wish that more then anything my love
My oreo my orianna

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Everyone kept telling me to follow my dreams..thats why I followed you