I am going to keep this short and sweet because I want to get this out as soon as possible; I always take so damn long to do things and I am sorry for that, so I intend on sparing people a long read but felt I needed to do this. xD
I am sorry for not being more active lately; I won't bore you with the details but I will give you a condensed version of What The Hell Is Going On With Flare (Currently).
The husband unit is getting to go to Japan in exactly six days from now (and he is seriously a million kinds of excite right now and I am seriously a million kinds of excite right now for him); so this past month we have been getting ready for that. By 'we' I mean he's having random bursts of "OHMYGOD. THIS IS HAPPENING." *runs around* and I've been tearing a** through my projects lists, trying as hard as possible to free up as much time as possible.
On top of that I've been hunting for a new job and writing as much as time allows. The hunting for a new job is stressful, as hunting for jobs always is, and the writing is heavenly, as it always is. I did not mean to let this much time get away from me (I am sorry, guys- all of you waiting on replies from me must think I died or forgot you- I did not, I am just beginning to think the part of my brain that tracks time received some damage when I was a kid. emotion_facepalm ); I just had such a massive backlog of work to get done since I can only focus on things here and there instead of on a daily schedule that before I knew it a few weeks had went by and I had turned into a ghost on here once more.
I still have a little bit more work to do and I want to spend as much time with Asai as possible before he heads off (he will be gone for nearly a month. @.@ He shall be in Japan for twenty-one days! @.@ It is a childhood dream come true for him; I'm gonna miss him to pieces but I know he will have a blasty-blast! @.@ heart ) but NO, I am not dead and I've not forgotten anyone or our stories here. I just can't do time like a normal person. cat_sweatdrop I think "Oh, I shall work on this for a few hours..." and before I know it a week has went by and I've done nothing much. Or at least not as much as I would like. The work seems never-ending. I realize that is my fault because until I get myself on some kind of normal, sane schedule like an adult the work really IS going to be never-ending.
BUT! *Claps hands* I love you guys and miss you more than I can say. I am going to be baby-stepping back to the site (I feel so, so behind. Again! Right after finally getting on top of things on here! >.< Blargh!); it will just take me a bit to get settled back in and get on top of things again. As anyone who has listened to my epic rants knows I can hardly get an hour in without some kind of interruption and on top of that I stay so scatterbrained and am constantly going in six different directions that I am lucky that breathing is automatic. t.t
I will be starting on replies soon; I just need to clear some time and try to salvage my poor ability to focus. I don't know if it is where I am getting older or what but I sometimes feel my head would explode if I managed to concentrate on something for more than...
...Oh, look, M&Ms! YEAH! heart
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Things don't get better because you want them to.
All things serve the Beam.
Destroy your reputation. Be notorious.
Always up for a Walking Dead RP. PM me for my plots or toss me yours; nothing ventured, nothing gained.
Buying art of my OC.