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Well so far I'm doing good, even after the somewhat long winded arguement of just acouple months back I think everyone is recoperating. We've all changed for the better at least in my opinion and better yet I think I've made several new friends within the japanese 2 class and band classes at my highschool.
I'm happy because now I think everything is slowly beginning to reconnect in a way.
And I think that I should start this new journal by saying that we should all be alittle more cheery this winter.
It seems every winter I'm not all that cheery instead I feel depressed and out of sorts to the point where I can't stand it but this time I'm not going to be that way.
I'm trying to improve myself and I hope that in improving myself that everything might change for the better. biggrin
crying
They disappear
vanish before your eyes without anyway to stop them from leaving you to wallo in pity as well as depression.
No where to go
with no one to talk to
not a soul in the world to be with.
thats how I feal each and everyday.

I'll go to school and I'll be around people but not one that I ever will want to love.
at least not anymore.
for there all vanishing.
there names being blown away in the wind while I stand by and watch them trying not to cry out franticly.

dead people are all around us
they just don't know it.
they might look alive but there souls are as good as dead once they leave you to never return.






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Demonic Life-ifff
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commentCommented on: Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 02:46am
how long ago did this start up? cuz it sounds like my life


commentCommented on: Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 09:55pm
It started up about two, almost three months ago.... crying
I have problems being alone.....



Rin_Sohma 10691
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Rin_Sohma 10691
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commentCommented on: Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 03:30pm
my friends have been moving away from me mentally not just physically and it kinda scares me


commentCommented on: Sun Nov 09, 2008 @ 05:39am
And i'm here to show you the light in this dark world. I love you.



kirby_8934
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kirby_8934
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commentCommented on: Tue Dec 07, 2021 @ 10:00am
And now, years later we have a home and family together. Souls intertwined and growing with each new experience.


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