The trouble and anger that pulses through my veins
Oh how no one know how much trouble runs through my veins
It pains me to do so many bad things when I don’t mean it
Whether I want to get into trouble or not it happens
Born with a small, sensitive time bomb inside of me
Any little thing that upsets me can make it go off anytime
It makes me want to start a fight
No matter how hard I try to keep that anger with in me
It can be so weak but other times it can be so strong
I have little to no patience at all making it hard to control that anger
No matter how much anger there is it goes with all the trouble through my veins
Through the veins it travels with my blood going to each part of my body all the time
No matter how much I write my feelings down, there are times when it fails
No matter how much I talk to a friend about it, there are times when it doesn’t help at all
But an indent of a sharp object in the skin makes the anger and trouble melt away
It doesn’t matter how much it hurt, the pain and trouble was gone
When friends find out what you’ve done to make that pain go away they want to help
They won’t leave me alone and check my arms constantly
The annoyance of my friends never leaves me alone
And check my arms every time they see me to make sure there are no more
It brings the anger and the trouble to pulse through my veins once again
What you didn’t want came back for one little thing
The one little thing made it go away
But later on it came back
No matter how long it was gone for, it still works the same
Where the trouble and the anger travel through my veins with the blood
It goes wherever and whenever it wants to inside my body
The time bomb came back to the same place it was before
It was the same size and the same power that it left with
No matter how much you want it to leave, it won’t
It will always be with me
From the day I was born to the day I die
Even the day I die…it will still be with me
xxXRainbowAcidXxx Community Member 
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