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Just what the hell am I? Last night, I had a dream... God himself told me I was a demon set here just to suffer... Just what the hell does it mean anyway... am I really a demon? Is that why I have been feeling such pain all along? I don't understand... Weather it's true or not... I will not act as a demon... I refuse to do so... I'm Natalie... a normal human being with a life... yes... I may b a demon... I mean... last night was scary... I really don't want to talk about it myself... but I will not become something bad, just because I had that stupid dream... The only thing that scares me it that Nael had that dream too... plus he also had a scary night just like me... so... r we both demons? We were just set here just to create suffering and pain? We can't accept that... we refuse to... we may b demons... but we will not accept our nature if we r...

Posted by: Yumura-Kirika6987 Tue May 08, 2007 @ 04:48pm

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Commented on: Wed May 09, 2007 @ 01:28am


	First of all, Love the video on your profile, it has stuff off of the video game I own called "Tales of Phantasia". xd Anyways...hmm...To me, perhaps God sent the demons here to be taught by you to not suffer. Perhaps God is trying to teach the demons a lesson by teaching them through you. If you do enough good deeds, surely the demons will understand and one day copy your deeds so they can go back to heaven. God always forgives people, so I wouldn't understand why he wouldn't forgive the demons... 3nodding

Commented on: Tue Jul 10, 2007 @ 03:43am


	V speaks the truth and i agree about your profile. No matter what may happen, you choose your life. As far as i am concerned, god gives you choices and helps you influence them, but you make your own decisions. Also from all the time i knew you and your brother, you guys don't seem like demons, and as long as you don't act or want to be like them, then your noto nly humans, but my best friends.

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