I had a dream the other night. I didn't like this dream. I dreamt that Sky was pregnant and still with J/b and that her parents didn't care. In the dream she still looked the age she is now. This dream scared me. I don't want to let go of even the thought of her.
I know there have been times when I said I was in Love or that this was the one. But even after we broke up, even now, I still Love her. Deep down every part of my being Love's her! I didn't treat her like she should have been treated when we were together, but people learn from their mistakes. I don't know why any one hasn't seen that in me.
She tells me she's happy, and I believe her. She's never givin me any reason not to trust her. I long to look into her beautiful sky blue eyes again and see a growing lady in Love and know that she is in Love with me. To touch her soft while we are hand in hand, or to kiss her lips once more. People tell me to get over it, I've accepted the fact that she may never Love me or want me ever again, but that doesn't mean I don't still Love her now. I've had chances to be with other people, but I turned them down...because I still Love her....
 Phoenix Maristat · Sat Apr 02, 2005 @ 02:43pm · 2 Comments |
