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Massive random depression sucks.

I kinda might know why it came, but its still unclear and heavy on me. I feel a huge need to cry it all out but I cant cry. Never thought I would want to make myself cry. Its also adding on that someone I care about was also upset alot today. And I was ignored and reminded of times I was let down alot to. Also got reminded of a very tough time for me. My stomache is acting up and I feel like throwing up. I will most likely not get any sleep tonight.

Damnit all, I still cant cry it away.