well i am sitting here eating some Ramen noodles. The baggy kind. And watching Naruto, the new ep. i just finished downloading it along with the new bleach. i just need to get the new Death Note one. All three are getting good. i will not say anything about them. i do not want to spoil it for other people who have not seen it. Well since my ramen is still too hot to eat i will let it cool off for a while. Well what can i talk about. OH! the other day when i was helping out my mom find some stuff to sell for a garage sale, she found a picture. she gave it to me faced down. and it was unusual that she gave it to me like that. Then she said, "It's ok this is ok to take for right now. go put the picture away." so i take the picture and just look at her like confused So i leave her room and come back into mine and i close my door so i can clean up my room a bit. so i take the picture from my tv and sat down next to my computer. i turn over the picture, and i just started crying. The picture was my old friend Stephany, Melissa(Purple_Bugs83), and myself at our High School Football game. When i was crying all i can do was remember how much fun we had at that game. plus the pictures we took. i bet if Melissa saw this picture, she would say something about the bangs she had at that time. or something like that, lol. Ahhh memories.........how i truly miss them. But what i miss more is her. My best friend. i really haven't been myself lately. School has become boring to me now. and im getting to the point where i don't wanna do anything anymore. I don't have the drive i use to when i entered the school. I guess eversince my breakdown things have been really messed up. i dunno...i guess everything will take time. Wounds will heal but scars will always remain physically and emotionally. my scars are not fully healed yet. but i surely do hope they will one day. Well i guess i have to wait for them. take care min'na, ja mata ne (~_^)
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