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You are my sunshine, my only sunshine,
you make me happy, when skys are grey,
you'll never know dear, how much i love you,
so please don't take my sunshine away

crying finally cried. now im not mad, but really really really depressed. i dont know wat to do crying shes now kissing more girls (MY friends non the less) and i cant talk to any of my friends. shes ALWAYS with them and i cant be around them if shes there. so i had to make new friends to talk to about things. crying crying they're really helping me and caring about me, but i just want her. but its just gonna hurt more. if im around her, she'll just act up more around my bi friends. and i dont want that!!!! crying
and i might have to tell my mom everything >> she knows im depressed abd she wants me to talk to her about it. she brought me home early from school cuz i didnt want to be there >>

this song got me through the day.............

Saliva Always Lyrics
I hear, a voice say "Don't be so blind"
It's telling me all these things, that you would probably hide
Am I, your one and only desire
Am I the reason you breathe, or am I the reason you cry

Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you

I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore of this life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you

Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you,done with you

I feel, like you don't want me around
I guess I'll pack all my things, I guess I'll see you around
Its all, been bottled up until now
As I walk out your door, all I can hear is the sound of...

Always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you

I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore of this lack of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you

I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you

I left my head around your heart
Why would you tear my world apart?

Always... always... always... always...

I see, the blood all over your hands
Does it make you feel, more like a man?
Was it all, just a part of your plan
The pistol's shaking in my hands and all I hear is the sound

I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you
I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore of this life of solitude
I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you

I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you
I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you
I just can't take anymore of this life of solitude
I pick myself off the floor and now I'm done with you

Always... always... always...