Okay, so...
I don't know. ><
I'm bored.
Anyways,I'm currently writing a song...
About my dad.
You see, my dad, he thinks "providing for his family" is the only thing needed to be a father.
But I don't feel like having that man piss me off right now,
So I'll save that venting for when I finish the song.
I also started writing a fanfiction...It's really good so far!
I have 2 chapters written, and the rest almost totally planned out.
I want to write at least one more Chapter before I submitt it to FFN.
It's a Squall/Rinoa Fan-ficcy, and it's a tradegy.
Usually, I use my writings to prove the strength of love, but this time...
The weakness.
How people are effected by War, and sickness.
Speaking of love, dispite my belief that I'd actually be able to get a Gaian Boyfriend,
I didn't. =_=
The people I was talking to? Stopped talking.
I really want a boyfriend.
My heart breaks every single time I see a boy...
Wrapping his arms around someone...
...Holding someones hand...
...Kissing a girl softly...
I wish it was me.
I've listened to so many love songs lately...
I want to know how it feels to fall in love.
...Well, this time, it being both ways.
Not just me falling for a boy who could careless.
Great, now the only thing I can see is Daniel when I close my eyes.
I miss him so much. gonk I'm so...Lonely.
I could really use a relationship.
Honestly: Why don't I have one?
Am I not pretty..
Funny...
Honest...
Thin...
Big-Breasted [xD]...
Social...
Enough?
I really need input on this one, guys.
Then again, I don't think there's a single guy in Mates intrested in lil' ol me.
And I dun like many of them either.
=_=
Okay, lastly, my gonk moment:
Caitlyn asks to see my Spanish project today after Algebra.
It was a map project which showed some of the streets by my house.
I live by a road by the name of Serpentine.
-_-
Caity's dad...was...Killed on that street.
gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk gonk
I FEEL SO BAD!
"I'll be here, so if you come here, you'll find me. I promise."
