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The Gods and Goddesses must hate me </3
My family is falling apart at the seams and my mom and her "boyfriend" (aka John/step-dad/whatever) had another fight....It's always the same thing...He drinks way tooo much and then snaps. He's so ******** drunk all the time even if my brother and I do tell him where we're going or what we're doing he forgets in a minute. I'm tired of the fighting. It's one broken home after another and I'm sick of it. They said they may sell the house and split the money and then after I graduate my mom, my brother and I are going to move back to ontario heart That's the only good thing to come out of this. I FINALLY get to go home....
Only the last time I was there to vist my family it was like I was a ghost I didn't fit in, I knew it, they knew it. And what about everyone here? I mean all my friends and people here that I care about alot, I hate being torn like this.
Wow I feel dumb I can't stop crying but I like crying....God I'm so confused.
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