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I know I've sent you the stuff Healius, and you too Z. Even houkou_ookami has read my story.

But most other people seem to have lost interest after the first few entires, and it's made me a bit sad.

I can see that you care a lot Z, typing all that for me.

See if you can find other people who care enough...I'm not really sure weather many people have interest in my world. The reason I started this journal is to show what I think, what I love, my wisdom...things I want to share with people. But...not enough people seem to be reading it.

I want you to look at the length of some of my older entries.

Long, aren't they? And took a long time to type, too. I didn't do all that, take all that time that I could possibly spend playing a video game or chatting with a friend...I didn't do it so it could be ignored.

Hell, look at this entry. Quite expansive, isn't it?

Think carefully, people. I would like to talk about what I want people out there to know, funny tidbits of information, serious topics, stories, thought scraps, theories of mine....

But if no one listens, why speak? If no one comes by to see it, why put it up? why share secrets and tears with someone who is not there?

Why do it? Where is the point?

That's not to say that I'm going to completely disappear from gaia or anything, just stop the journal. Triforce's Ranting...nothing but a fond memory from the days when it thrived, when it was loved, when people cared, laughed with me, got angry, cried, when they contradicted or agreed...

This journal had become something precious to me...

And I don't want to abandon it. Just the though brings a tear to my eye. This is part of me now, part of the gaia community, and a small part of my friend's lives as well. When I do not speak to them, I speak here. This is where my voice is heard loud and clear, above all else...

I will tell you my final decision.

The journal stays.