it seems that no matter where you go in life it will always take you farther from where you want to be
that's the way it feels a lot of the time. the overwhelming pain and sadness and the corruptness of this world just washes over me in this wave of digust and anguish. people try to accomplish stuff in life. if you're one of them, good for you!
but it determines what you want to accomplish in life. if it's something nice, beautiful... perhaps volunteering your life to go become a doctor in a third-world country, where starving children walk around with diseases easily cured with the swallow of a pill (or even the p***k of a needle)... if your intentions are bad, i hope nothing good for you stare it seems that this world is filled with just as many bad intentions as there are good intentions.
and sometimes it seems even more, with the honest to god good people who are modest and slink away from the spotlight. the bad stuff draws in our thoughts and we are sickeningly amused and delighted by this sort of thing.
why? why would we be? are we, as human beings, so morally twisted and wrong? i guess it is human nature. this world has demanded not to allow much kindness and gentle natures live long. survival of the fittest. huffah.
feeling: much obliged and adventurous
listening to: the sound of my keyboard
blue sakuras
 bluesakuras · Tue Apr 05, 2005 @ 02:23am · 0 Comments |
