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Sadness... I need my husband... Just now, I read over one of the two (maybe three now) internet relationships that I got way too involved in to actually truely say that I, not as a Gaian, but as a person, honestly fell in love with the other... He left rather suddenly, and I haven't been able to get a hold of him and reading those conversations... It hurts. I miss him... I miss him a lot, right now. I'm sure some of you might find this rather pathetic, but it really doesn't matter to me, I just need to get this out. I hate it when I cry like this... I mean, I'm not one of those macho men who think it's wrong for a guy to cry, but I just hate it. I only cry over guys...

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Commented on: Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 12:52am

Commented on: Fri Apr 08, 2005 @ 01:25am


	Aww... Mem, thats so sweet... It's nice to finaly find some one who is willing to say they cry over some one they love. I do not find your entre pathetic, more truth full than any thing! When ever you feel that way just PM me and talk, I'll listen, I'll always have, not one but two, shoulders for you! Love always! Misty

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Commented on: Sat Apr 16, 2005 @ 11:53am


	i know how you feel.. if you need someone to talk to, im always available

Commented on: Mon Apr 18, 2005 @ 03:14am


	hugs him i think its hot when a guy crys! it shows that they really DO care. that guy who left you couldnt understand that. and didnt care ovisly(sorry for my bad grammer gonk )but i bet theres a guy out there that wont take that care and love for graned and would love you back and care for you. well thats my two cents. i think too much XD

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Commented on: Wed May 04, 2005 @ 04:49am

Commented on: Fri May 27, 2005 @ 12:27am


	It's alright. Things like this happen, and you really are brave, and should be admired for admitting you can cry like this. I still have a hard time saying that I cry over things, but I'm getting better. I hope to someday be as strong as you are. You truely amaze me.

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Commented on: Fri Jun 17, 2005 @ 03:07am


	R u a guy or a girl cause if u a guy i don't have any shoulders 4 u neutral

Commented on: Sun Sep 04, 2005 @ 04:54pm


	Surori.... evil takes deep breath I don't think that it should matter if he is a guy or girl... Because if you think it does, you're stupid.. And insensitive... And it's good for anyone to cry.. It clenses the soul.. 3nodding yeah..

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Commented on: Mon Oct 24, 2005 @ 01:43am


	that same thing happened to me and I really hate to say it hurt me when he started ignoring me sobness but I came back strong, kicking butts and taking names

Commented on: Sun Jan 01, 2006 @ 02:41am


	-Sigh- What can I say? It's just a comment afterall. I've felt the same way. It hurt, so very bad. I like crying alone, when there's no one to see me, but when I have to admit that I've cried, or someone else sees me they want to comfort me. But. It's not the right person afterall, you yearn for one person to make you feel better. But it's not like there coming back. D=.

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