This happens almost every night before I go to bed and only stops when I stop worrying.
My heart beats in a non-threating way and feels like it in a knot for some reason I can't explain.
It's been happening since grandma was alive and now that she's gone, it still takes hold and it leaves my mind in a fazey haze.
Somehow it must be the night!-sad but true that's how my heart's feels when it turns nighttime and I love the night, but my heart doesn't give me the comfornt I need.
I guess my heart into the daytime and that the time of the day when I can see clearly and bright without no worries.
And that's not all to it.
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Raven-roseStar's "Life how it is!" blog
I'm into video games, music, reading, and writing stories.
I write story based close to video games and anime like Gundam Wing, Sonic the Hedgehog, etc.
Every day I will write about my life, about family and friends, my habits, and my future(if
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