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The day i die?
May 21st 8:58 am. Canadian time. [cent,est.wst.not sure]
When i woke this morning i realized something that most people don't usually want.
my thoughts were that if i were to die i would want it to be painful, not too slow like hours but slow like maybe 5 minutes not even maybe 2. i wouldn't want to die old and peaceful because then i would have all this time to think about all the sadness that would fill the people around me. And i would grow sad before I die, just thinking of all the things in my life i could have done.
If I died it had better be painful so that the only thing i can think about is trying to live. i Wouldn't have time to grow sad in thought, my mind would be frantic. but if i were to die there are some people i would miss more then others i must say.
EDIT///
holy crap. aren't i loved.
i didn't mean it like that though...so don't get worried... i ment like FAR FAR FAR off in the future
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