I have come to realize.. Once again, I annot be too far above the men I wish to distunguish myself from.. In every turn, In every way.. Pain comes from everywhere I touch, feel, and exist... Comfort I try, but therre seems to be so much worse that happens when it occurs.. Should I stay hidden, and not say a word, silently watching as everyone's life improves.. Or should I smile still, relishing that I have friends who care for me.. I'm confused.. People resent me for being me, but at the same time, say not to change.. Its hard to find that path you want... I will continue to try for now.. Bear with me.
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