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sweatdrop Okay, well, I went back to teh poetry. I'll still write the fanfic though.
And, to make it easier for those of you who are reading the fanfic, I'll put any poetry I write on ONE PAGE, so you won't have to search back ten pages just for the fanfic. x.x -nodnod-
Hidden Love
by: Asuka Soryu
When I see your smile
It makes me want to cry...
I can't replace this feeling
Stronger than butterflies in the stomach
A flutter in the depths of my heart
However
I feel this pain inside
But I know
You can set me free..
I will never leave you lonely
I'll be with you always
I'll stand up with you through it all
I'll be there for you forever
Even if saving you is the death of me
You're my true love, my one and only
I'm here for you
Though you may not know it..
Now please... tell me you'll stay
Until the end
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Sold
by: Asuka Soryu
They're depending on your guilt
To make themselves feel better
But I'm counting on those deep violet eyes
They always said you were easy...
But if I could have just a moment alone with you
I'd be sold in a second
Come over to my house
I'll give you whatever you want
I'll tend to your soul
A moment alone with your magnificence
That is all I need from you
I want to be one with your lovely soul
Oh so sad
I love you insanely
Need you madly
I want to take you home with me
If I could have just a little place in your heart
I'd be sold in a second
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Behind Closed Doors
by: Asuka Soryu
Let me be your angel...
Oh please tell me this
Would you die for the one you love?
I know you may be doubtful
But I would do it all over again, just for one kiss
I was sent to you from above
I've felt pain, but I don't care
I'm alive and I'm here
I can't help but be happy when you smile
This burden that I bare
Your simple gaze calmed my fear
Your happiness makes it all worthwhile
Though I can't embrace you
And though you can't hear my desperation
Just to be near you is a miracle to me
You don't have a clue
That my actions are obsession driven
Maybe one day you'll see
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Different From the Rest
by: Asuka Soryu
You're the closest to Heaven
That I'll ever experience
I don't want to leave you just yet
When everything I know will get broken
I just wish you knew who I am
I've waited forever to touch you
And all I can feel is your love
But I don't want the world to see me
Because I'm afraid that they won't understand
One eye sees the present
And one eye sees the past
Which eye is it that you're looking into?
And why aren't you repulsed?
I just don't want the world to know
Because I know that they won't understand
Which is exactly why I need you
Because you know me better than I know myself
I'm ashamed of what I am but
I love you
And when I say these words
The pain begins to fade
I just want you to know who I am
But I wonder
If you saw me for who I really am
Would you still feel the same?
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Intertwine
by: Asuka Soryu
Caring, Tender, Handsome
How do you look right through me?
Thinking, Wondering, dreaming
When will you think more of me?
Walking, stepping, getting close
How do you know how to thrill me?
Wanting, needing, longing
When will you stop playing mind games?
Dear stranger, I can be all you need
Step a little closer
I'll show you what you mean to me
Won't you please stay with me?
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Wonderland
by: Asuka Soryu
I'll wait forever if I must
I'd give up my life to hold you
And I know that you can feel me somehow
All I can see is you
And sooner or later I'll make you mine
You're all that I want
And you're more than I'll ever need
So I'll do all I can
Just to have you look at me and say Hello
In my sleep
I wrap my arms around my pillow and pretend
I'll hold you close one day, I swear.
If not, it shall prove my life meaningless
If you want to, I'll save you
I'll take you away from this Hell
We can wish our world upon a dream.
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Ahiru
by: Asuka Soryu
Feelings growing stronger
Desires burning brighter
I can't deny my feelings
I long for you to hold me
I wish for you to look at me
The same way you look at her
Watching from afar
Going unnoticed
I'm living my life in shadow
Maybe this is where I belong
I want to get closer, closer...
Yet you leave me feeling frozen
Every time I see you
I cry harder
I know you're feelings are not for me
But still, I long for your warm embrace
And your soft kiss
But, I'll live my life in shadow
Until the day you call my name
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Friendly
by: Asuka Soryu
Do I attract you?
Do I disgust you?
Does my cheerful smile drive you away?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like yourself?
Am I too cheery?
Am I too dreary?
I can be red
I can be blue!
Gotta be nice
Gotta try harder
Gotta get closer!
Why don't you like me?
Should I look older?
Should I be sadder?
Should I love you?
Why don't you like me?
I can be mean
I can be sweet
I can be evil!
Gotta be nicer
But you only want
What everyone tells you you want
Think for yourself!
Why don't you like me?
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Gratitude
by: Asuka Soryu
I wrote this for you
Because I think it's time you knew
Unless, of course you already do
Either way, this isn't new news
I may not be the best poet
But my words are best put in stanzas
You yourself even said it
Poetry best describes life's traumas
So I hope you appreciate this
Because this is for you
Have you ever noticed something amiss?
Because I sure as Hell do
I hate you
Hate is such a strong word, I know
The reason for this you can't undo
And my hatred for you continues to grow
You think I'm a devil now
But I'm merely an Angel
With a tainted halo
From now on, I declare this a battle
No longer will I pretend
No longer will I act for you
My patience with you is spent
I hate everything you do
So now you see
How deep my hatred for you runs
And when you die, I will dance with glee
No matter how harsh it happens
I hope your death is a agonizing one
Maybe you get killed by the one you love
Of course, you are loved by no one
No one will come to you from above
You are a worthless, thoughtless creature
A shame to the human race
Although you may have human features
You will soon be defaced
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Unchained
by: Asuka Soryu
Around we go
The world is spinning
When it stops
It's just beginning
Sun comes out
We live and we cry
Sun goes down
And then we all die
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My Wish For You, My Friend
by: Asuka Soryu
If one door opens
And leads to another closed door
I hope you keep on searching
Till you find the window of light
If you have to make a choice
And you have a hard time
I hope you pick the one
That will mean the most
I hope you don't look back
But you don't forget
And I hope you remember this
And realize how important you really are
My wish for you
Is that this world becomes
Everything you ever wanted
And I hope you know someone cares
I hope you never have to worry
About the little things
Or the big things
This is my wish for you
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Faded Memories
by: Asuka Soryu
Glancing back
Taking a peek back
Into the depths of time
Maybe
Just maybe
I think somebody loved me
All of my friends
Aren't really friends
Another stab in the back
There it is again
But through it all
Was a certain someone
I think someone loved me once
But I can't remember who
Or why
I just think somewhere
In the bitterness of life
Someone loved me once
Where they are
Who they are
I'm not really sure
But they were there
And they stayed with me
Watching me
I think somebody loved me
But I can't remember
A person?
A figure of my imagination?
Maybe so
Still... Somebody was there
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Cherry Limeade
by: Asuka Soryu
I sit by the window
As the rain pours down
I glance toward a photo
I'm about to breakdown
And no one's here to save me
I suppose I'm used to this
Maybe I should let it be
My old feelings I'll never miss
I remember when I used to know
What it meant to be happy
Reminiscing as the rain crashes against the window
To simply say, my life is pretty crappy
I sigh, knowing I'll never feel again
I trust myself, and no other
I want nothing to do with men
Jeez, I even hate my own mother
My heart is filled with hatred
Life seems pointless
I hate the way I've acted
Though, through the coldness
I've realized what life is about
It's not about waiting for the storm to fade
It's not about resisting the urge to shout
But it's about learning to dance in the rain, even if you're afraid
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Eve
by: Asuka Soryu
There's death in the air
You disgust me
Put on the collar of despair
And lick the bittersweet tears of love
Shed for you by the angels
You make the angels sad as well
Within the years of myself
My soul has yet to see
How you are tolerated
Wings are dampened
By blooded tears
As they tremble to life again
Kneel down now
And offer the harsh words of love
When you call out my name
You will know the meaning of eternity
Tie the silk ribbon
And watch as everything goes insane
Let's have a black wedding
Decorated by hatred
I despise your lies
Tell me you love me
With honest eyes
And a bitter after-taste in your mouth
Tell me you love me
With a soft kiss
 xBroken Porcelainx · Thu May 24, 2007 @ 10:13pm · 4 Comments |
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