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You can sense the hatred pouring into the room,
Well, I can usually feel when someon hates me, and it usually weighs me down when I am around them. I hate that feeling. Well I do get that alot, considering I'm just the type of person people just want to smack. I've come to the realization that very few people can put up with me.
Some peoples smiles are so fake it sickens me. What's sad is that that fake smile is used so my feelings don't get hurt. Do they honestly think I'm that stupid? i can tell when someone is fake and when someone is not. These pretend games need to end, if you hate me then say so. I know I am a freak. I know what I am. For you to say how dispacable you think I am will not be a surprize to me.
I will tell you some things though.
I am not stupid. I may seem like just any other gullible emotional little girl, but I've grown up a lot. i don't trust anyone, I am just open. Too open.
Right now though, I have discovered that my moms fiance has taken quite teh hatred to me. In fact, I think he's got nothing good to think about me. He thinks I am naive and stupid. Hey, if he thought I was smart, he would not have been as mean as he was to me today. Well, I'll wait until mom discovers for herself how lazy he is. Well, he is in the next room and the hatred kind of hurts. I just want to curl up in a blanket and hide right now.
Well, maybe it's time for me to complain about what I hate.
1.I hate phonies. I hate people who act so fake that you can tell right off the bat that they are fake and you just want to smack them.
2. I hate stereotypes. I hate how people automatically try to fit you into a stereotype and then they call you a poser because you don't fit into one. I also hate being told I can't do something, or I am automatically a certain way because I am a girl. Like being told I am automatically controlling and manipulative and needy becuase I am a woman.
3. I hate it when people tell me I have to get laid. I don't have to get laid. I don't evne want to get laid. No sense in laying on my back for some a*****e who is just gonna dump me anyway.
4. I hate women. I am not gonna lie, most of my kind ARE fecking stupid. Not all. I have met some pretty smart women in my time, but by god I am amazed at how many women fall for those three words. I am also disgusted by how they expect so much out of the man that they are with, or they let some a*****e use her.
5. I hate men. like with women, I don't hate all men, but by God! They sit there and think that they rule the universe just because the ******** bible says a bunch of s**t. The also thinks its cool to hit the one that they claim to "love". Oh, and the ones that expect so much out of women and their appearance. Goddamn.
6. I hate people. Like I said, not all people, most of human kind makes me angry. I am amazed at the stupid question I am asked at the snack bar.
"Um..." customer asks after looking at the fountain drinks which are located outside the snack bar, " Do we get free refills?"
" No, we are just gonna leave those fountain drinks there and let you steal our soda!" Theres your sign.
7. I hate lazy people. I'm not talking about lying around your house, I'm talking about at work. They stand around when they are there to work. And then there is those people who depend on there partners to do everything. And they complain when you ask even the smallest favor, and all they do is lie around all day.
8. I hate prudes. These people think that even thinking about sex is wrong. yes, I am virgin, but I am not prude. I don't think it's wrong to look around adn think sexual thoughts. Like ______. Mister " i have control!" I mean this guy is so afraid that he'll go to hell or be considered a pig if he even looks at a woman. Yet, he shows so much enthusiasm for small female children.
9. super uber skinny people. now I understand if you are naturally that way, but I'm talking about those stupid models who somehow get by living solely off of diet pills and cocaine. Goddammit, eat something and get your bony a** to rehab!
Wow, that feels so much better. But yeah, everyone has the right to hate, but if you are gonna be so goddamn fake, then go pretend like your jumping off a cliff, stab yourself in your fake smiling face and die!
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