and it hurts... so much.
Though I really don't know why... I guess it's just another one of those things.
How can everything be right, yet feel so wrong.
*sigh*
I just don't know anymore... I just don't know..
Everyone is quitting band.. why? ... and who?
(who of course meaning, is he?)
*sigh*
I think I need a hug.
I did finally get all of my work caught up this week but with IRC next weekend, I still don't have much time to play around with. I'm hoping to finish two books this weekend, but Lord only knows if I'll be able to reach five before Saturday. Man, this really suxxorz...
Yeah Luke, I'm using your word...
*sigh*
And why the hell can't I stop sighing...
I got home from school, sighed, collasped on my couch, sighed, and played katamari damacy for an hour or so. Then Bridget called, and I talked to her, and sighed. And then I ordered dinner and sighed and ate dinner and sighed... and I just can't stop...
I feel so....
empty?
No, that's not the word... sunken beneath miles of sand.... lost, lonely possibly? I don't know. I meant to ask around today to see what everyone was doing this weekend but I guess I forgot.
*sigh*
I feel like screaming but no sound will come out...
Atleast my school work is looking up though I think I'll be booted down into normal classes... No AP Chem for me...
I never really wanted to take AP Chem.. but now that I know I won't be able to take it, I want to...
Good Lord, what is wrong with me...
I feel like crying, yet tears won't come. I want to scream, but there's no sounds or words that could make me feel any better. I really need a hug, but I hate physical contact. I want to be left alone, yet I need somebody to be around..
Good God, maybe I'll just shuttup...
domokun God, he's cute....
Dammit, I was going to shuttup..
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I don't think you should worry so much Lisha...whatever happens, happens for a reason...so don't worry, cause everything's gonna be all right! Trust me, nothing is as bad as they seem!
And if you wanna talk to Mikey-poo...just do it! He isn't a gremlin...I'm sure you could hold a conversation with him no problem... wink