This man is my everything.
This month of June makes 17 months being a couple, but we know that we have more happy years ahead of us.
It's worth this pain of being apart.
It's worth the heartbreaks we suffer together.
It's worth the time we have to wait to be together.
Neal and I are serious. Not just a couple who say we're in love..
I have to thank him in so many ways.. I don't even know if I could throughout my whole life.
He's changed me in every good way.
I'm motivated to do more things for myself. I see the world through new, careful eyes. I have the confidence to make big decisions. I can talk to my mother more about my problems. I can stand up to a crowd and perform/present a piece/assisgnment easier.
I know people who would love to have some of those traits.. and I'm proud that the love of my life gave them to me.
We're making plans to see eachother in early July. My body can feel alive again..
I'll look into his deep blue eyes..
Play with his long, soft, light-brown hair that smells better than my own..
Hold him from behind and sing him the songs that are dear to us..
Kiss his pretty red lips, and his big adam's apple..
Shiver when his fingertips trace my cheek and looking into my eyes with his warm smile..
Feel as if everything stopped for us..
I feel alive around him.. I feel like I am somebody, and I can be who I want to be as long as I work for it..
He showers me in presents, kisses, hugs and love..
I try my best to show him he's the world to me, and I try to treat him equally.
Maybe one day I can make that up to him. <3
I love Neal. More than I can even comprehend.
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