[current mood] totally exhausted and feel like s**t.
[current music] UVERworld - Just Melody
[currently...] thinking about tomorrow.
....I'm so ******** up this week.
Cramps are absolutely HORRID this month and I've had headaches, muscle pain, overall exhaustion, not to mention my attitude.. I've been giving my parents especially mom a hard time, and snapping at everyone. I freaked out and destroyed my room because of my hair, and I've just felt like s**t for days now. I wanted to shoot myself yesterday. I hate it,I hate myself when I do this. I can't help it. I went to lunch today, got a bad headache and went home at noon and went to bed, for gods sake I slept until four, really. I cant stand myself.
I got my hair cut today, explains ^. I hate it!!`
I look like a boy! I hate it so much! My bangs are too short and my hairlooks like a bowl cut. I'm not going out in public for the rest ofsummer.
I think I'm gonna just hide under my bed for a week.
It's past 11pm. I'm going to ******** bed.
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