Wow. The day that I thought would never happen has finally come. I, Emily Jacksen, have a boyfriend. Scary? YES. Me! The Emily that doesn't believe in love! (still kinda doesn't actually) Why the HELL did I of all people somhow manage to get not one, but TWO, maybe three (I think that austin kid likes me..... eewww....) guys to magically like me all of the sudden. What. The Crap. I only like one of them though. Thank you, God, for Wil heart
Though, I still don't trust love, OR relationships in general. I haven't seen many relationships that havent bust into angry, painful flames. It's happened to my parents, my grandparents, almost every single one of my three aunts and five uncles (uncle petey excluded) on both sides of my family at LEAST once, friends are undergoing painful breakups as I type this.... And every time this has happened, the two ended up hating each other, only speaking to one another when it was absolutely necessary. I don't want that to happen, which is a lot of the reason why I've never really wanted to have an that kind of relationship with anyone.... I'm willing to try though....well, you live, you learn, and I suppose that I'm going to learn a lot, very soon. ciao
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Two, I can promise you I will do everything in my power to ever let fiery explosions of anger explode. everything in my power, that is if you'll do the same.
I'ts okay to let someone in, it means letting yourself feel something, even if it might ultimately lead to pain, at least you are feeling and took a chance.
But I promise I won't let any amnesty happen between us. heart heart heart
Wil.