I don't know how to express my feelings fully of what I am in right now. I'm just trying to find the best song that fits how I feel, what goes through my life, and what I live through most of the year.
This is one song that I can say is like what I feel.
Here is another song that portrays me at this time. I also don't know how long this is going to last, but I know I can only trust two or three people in the real life, now. They are my real friends. I bet some of you already know who I'm not talking about as a
friend. This is why I feel betrayed. Most of my friends are idiots that do the wrong things in life. I almost feel like hating them for it.