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Sometimes I wish that EVERYTHING was just a nightmare. I'd hope that someday my dreams would be real. It's sad that everything stays ONLY in my mind. I'd often wish the rumors I heard were true. . . but they're not sad Although many people can't help but be who they are, I'm sure that things will SOMEDAY change. A simple word that's brought me to where I am today: Sadness <______< Yep . . . You probably thought it would be something like "joy", cheer", "(insert something happy)". Although some of the rumors I hear are nice, they often only gave me disappointment emo My friend Brittney knows that I'm putting on an act. I wonder if it ISN'T an ACT sometimes. Perhaps I AM just another fake. Another person who can't do ANYTHING on their own. Another person who can't speak up. Another person who is just their, but useless. I'll never know. Until I get run over by a car, I would like to never think far into the future. I'd like to stay where I am.

Once again, I'd like to say good day to you exept for the people who make my life hell.