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Yesterday can be marked as a truly painful experience for me. I hurt from it and I probably will for a long time. But now even though my tears I now can see that I regret nothing. For a while I really felt I could be happy with him, but I can't. But that feeling slowly seeps though my soul. I love him, still do and I want him to be happy, with me or not. I've been talking to him and I found out how he felt terrible about how this turned out. He wants us to still be friends and he blames himself for how this turned out. I guess I was stupid not to see it, no I know I was. Now more than anything I want his happiness with whoever he is with. I want him to know that I am not going to try and leave him. I want him to understand that him being happy isn't going to drive me away. Even if I never have him I will smile if that makes him happy. For him I will live, my moon, my angel of music

I am part of the 2% of teens that means it when I say "I love you"
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