Dear Diary,
Today I got in a huge fight with my Dad.
Since we have those big test period right now;
i have to study a lot... T-T .
At the time i got ready with my Studying my Dad said:
Want me to hear ya over*?
I was like:
Nah, i rather have U dont.
While thinking: Nooo!! Dont do it, you'll end up being angry with me anyways.
Soo.... as he does always; He didnt listen to me
[He never does.]
So he heard me over;
He was asking me; Why do U need kidneys?
[Yeah.. it was Biology..]
I said [I know i didnt react all that well..]
Arghh!!! I have nooo idea. I didnt want U to over hear me in the first place so!!
And then he totally lost his temper...
He was like saying; [few examples]
U are totally out of control! I was helping U and still U are so mean towards me!
Im Your Father! U shouldnt act like that !!! Your manner is totally wrong!!
Maybe i should sent You to a center 4Bad Children or sumthing.
Your attitude towards me is VERY BAD!! Didnt I raise U well???
YKnow, some fathers hit there children!! I dont!! You should be lucky
that im your father,!!!! You are probably the worst kid on earth!
You are a shame 4Humanity! You have totally NO Respect Towards other people!!
Etc..
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After all that I cried. He was really very mean to say all those things.
Sometimes I wish i wasnt alive, so I didnt had to bear all the things he
says to me. But I do know im not that unlucky cause he really Doesnt hit me..
My mother is really sweet too.. So she came to stop my tears..
But at those times i really prefer to be alone..
I dont like it if other people see me crying.
Guess i got to go now.. Study Some more..
Please Help Me!!! Say Anything I'll just try to be a lil bit more Patient...
{Kitty}
* Hearing Someone over = [in Dutch] Seeing if he/she knows everything she should know.Asking questions and stuff.. No idea whats it called in English :p
