I keep waking up at like 7-ish..whyyy i desperately need sleep..
Eyes still hurt. @_@ But other than that I'm fine.
Blah...tiiiired....whatever..eyes wont stop hurting @__@ oh god blinking hurts...
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
That song is stuck in my head kinda xP
lalalala....
more contemplations~
It's so weird...Whenever I'm with Nick or talking to him (or...not talking for that matter..we tend to have some silent moments..) nothing else really matters. I always feel happy.. It's like I can't have a bad day with him. I love it. But..it's just so weird. I mean..Why does he have that effect on me? Iunno I find it weird.. And he's been telling me for a while that I make him feel better whenever he's having a bad day..But just recently I realized he has the same effect on me. Well whatever.
I'm not going to miss him as much. I just gotta. I hafta get used to the fact that I can't be with him all the time and we both have things to do so we can't always talk. I guess cause I got used to being with him everyday at school I'm kinda dying during summer vaca gonk Well whatever. It's like every once in a while I have an episode then I'm good for a while longer. I think it's like..necessary to keep me sane. iunno
-sigh- well whatever..
~Blitz signing off
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