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Well...I'm sure you've all heard of my crazy dog Buddy....

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I had gone over to Sam's after exams, I just came home today, and he's dead...I can't believe it crying But I know it's true...I knew something was wrong when I missed him a lot when I was over at Sam...

Dad had taken him for a ride in the car...when he came home and let the dog out Buddy got really hyper like he always does...my mom couldn't catch him and he ran off down the road...you can guess what happened...by the time mom reached him he was dead...we guess it killed him instantly...at least he didn't suffer...

T.T I feel so horrible, the last time I saw him I was so mean because I was trying to get outside to go over to Sam's....I knew I shouldn't have...but I can't change the past now...why the hell can't people slow down when they're driving down the bloody road?! I hate cars so much...they scare the crap out of me, I've gotten into an accident because of them...and now they killed my dog...damn god and cars...

I can't believe it at all either...I can't accept that he won't be there when I wake up in the morning...all happy to see me because I'm usually the only one who's around most of the time...he was barely that old either...I feel so empty...now I'll have nobody to hug and snuggle and speak to in furbee...I miss my cute cuddly hyper poofball T.T Sure he was a big scary german shepherd, but he was so lovable! I knew something was wrong when I had called my mom and she sounded like she had just cried...she had hung up before I asked, and I was afraid to because I didn't want to cause a big kafluffle over at Sam's...I tried to tell them something was wrong when they were going to drop me off at my house, but the problem of being afraid of causing trouble again...either way Buddy is dead...my heart hurts...He was jynxed when he came to live with us...Something always has to take away what I love, maybe I shouldn't cherish anything so nothing can take it away and it won't hurt so much...

Eeeeeeeeeee...I can't stay on the computer anymore...all my sadness and the people in my head's sadness is becoming overwhelming...this is going to take a lot of advil and rootbeer to fix...*sigh*

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