I dont know what has been wrong with me. But.....ive been sad and confused and just plain.....SAD! Im just getting tired of not being cared about. Or being ignored. I see some of my friends on here and they all are happy. Talking to people who care about them. I see it and get sad. How come i never get that kind of respect. *sighs* spent another day on here barely talking to anyone....am i just not good enough for ppl on here
gonk what should i do? I just dont know. I go through this all the time..i know...but lately ive just been feeling worse. Plus some other personal things going on in my life to. Just doesnt help. I have been questing for quite a few things lately...and havent had much help. I have had some donations from some ppl Mizu X Megami douzo and Blue kiwi (thanks you guys) but..it was not alot...at all. just some gold. Which i totally appriciate. But i have been going on for quite a while on gaia and the friends that i showed this site are so much more....farther then me and more...i dunno how to put it..more luckier or better then me. I just dunno. im just a pain in the a**
xp Thanks for reading this if you actually did. Be nice and comment i guess..though ill prolly barely get any.
So close yet...very...very far away
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