Today was and is the worst day of my life.....a guy I loved threw me to the side....he always promised....I will never hurt you...never.....well he broke that promise.....and he broke me.....my heart was torn to pieces and no one....no one can heal me....my heart is pounding so hard it hurts and my head is beating me....i want to cry but i can't.....i want to die but i can't.....i want to cut but i won't....unlike him I don't break promises.....I won't hurt myself because of him.....i want to but i won't.....he killed my love.....i can't smile.....i won't and can't laugh....nothing seems to be making me happy.....my mom offered to get me ice-cream but i really don't know if I want it.....i just want the pain to go away.....but i know that it won't.....maybe this is a lesson for me.....don't love only like.....don't get close know thier name.....keep to your self and you wont get hurt.....stay inside.....let the world kill its self stay safe....locked up.....away from anything that can hurt you.....
Hot_Kitty_Ninja · Thu Jun 28, 2007 @ 10:28pm · 0 Comments |