Betrayed by both sides. The only place I have to escape to now is inside my mind, my mind which also wishes to betray me into a grave that is waiting for me with open arms. I don't want to be saved, I just want to be happy with who and what I am, but no one wants me to be. I've watched blood drip from my wrists onto the ground, I've seen people I love taken away from me in an instant, but now the people I have left are trying to get me to turn away. All I need is someone to talk to, someone who understands, but those people have left long ago. I can't even cry anymore because the pain is too great...
 vardamacariel · Fri Apr 22, 2005 @ 12:26am · 1 Comments |
