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Well I did go with Nathaniel to the movies. I could have died!! That man just has me on cloud 9 every time I see him. Anyway he and I challenged one another to some arcade games. I'm really bad at the shooting games. I did win a DDR game so I wasn't a complete loser.

It was worth it because I got to see him smile over and over again. I love him ... I mean his smile...yeah I love his smile so much. *clears throat*

Let's face it, I'll never get over him. Sure I'll be his friend but I'll always have him in my heart... and dreams.
Yeah I still dream about him and that doesn't help with trying to get over him. I can't help it he just has that something special that I really want so much. If only he knew just how much. I would have thought my calling and hanging out would have him thinking. Maybe he's really bad at those sorts of things.

I still love him anyway. ^_^

I personally don't think anyone has their eye on me. If someone would show me they actually liked me then maybe I would move on. I did try by hanging out with Spencer and Cray but I don't even think they like me that way. Seems like I'm the one doing the calling and inviting. I'm not pushy so I hope they don't think I'm going to be doing the stepping up. So I just go on with my life and stay dedicated to Nathaniel. I know he's seeing someone but hell I don't care. There are no rules in loving someone.