Life is pretty interesting now a days. Probably because despite the fact that I hate it when it gets complicated it always seems to be. Perhaps becasue I make it so. It's funny. How I always go against what I believe in, what I feel I should want. I feel miserable sometimes and then...I couldnt be happier. Try ecstatic. mrgreen When I'm with him everything just seems right. His eyes, his smile, his kiss, his touch. *sigh* I hope I can handle my emotions this time. He can be so ugh sometimes and he can drive me insane, but he still wants to be with me despite all I put him through so then I think he may be too good to be true. So I dont know. One day at a time seems to be the way to do this...I heart my WillyBear! ^.^