A quiz-ish thing I stole from someone's journal. <.<; Shh, don't tell. xD
I'm.. not sure if I've done this one before... xP The questions sound familiar, but I don't remember answering any of them. So, here they are, I suppose. o:
1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?
While it depends on quite a few different things, it's most difficult to look someone in the eyes while I'm telling them how I feel. Sometimes I'm bold and can usually look anyone in the eyes while they are speaking, but when it's myself, I lose the such and tend to stare off somewhere else. But that all depends on the person, situation, and such. >.>;
2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?
The last time I was REALLY angry... well... it's been a while, I think. I don't really get REALLY angry. xD I'll get ticked off every now and then when I don't get my way, or I'm being pestered. But not really... angry. The only person that drives me to insane anger is my brother. <.<; But the last time I was angry... well, I don't know |:
3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?
I'd call Kyren. xD And pray to God he answers. >.>; Then make like everything was fine. xD Be all, "I love you, and never forget." Then leave it at that and hope I don't die. D:
4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I... don't know if I would tell anyone. I think I'd try and keep it to myself for a little while. Push people I care about to spend loads of time with me. xD Rush about trying to accomplish everything I wanted to accomplish in a lifetime within a month... xD Run into things that I was usually afraid of. D: And be extra specially nice to Kyren-sama. ;-;
5. You can have one of the following two things; love or trust. Which do you choose? Why?
Love and trust fall into the same basket. |: If you can't trust someone, how could you give your love to them? D: Love can't really be without trust... while trust doesn't need love. |: Rawr, I can't choose between the two. Give me both. >:
6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or why not?
I don't know if I, myself, could save the dog. |: I'm afraid of water, and if the dog's deep enough to be drowning, there's probably not much I could do. D: Though I'd probably try and find someone near by and lay the responsibility upon their shoulders. Dx Then continue my way to work, worrying constantly about whether it was going to be okay. |:
7. You are unfaithful to your spouse/significant other. Do you tell him/her? Why or why not?
I wouldn't do such a thing. D: But. If I found myself somehow in the situation... I would probably try my best to forget about it, and pretend like it never happened. D: But in the end, due to my inability to lie and go off behind people's backs... I'd end up telling him... ._.
8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more then just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) say?
Well... there's a little fact that... the only person I'd consider my best friend is also my boyfriend... well, that would all work out just fine. xD But... *goes back in time to when she had friends* ... I don't know what I would do. xD The only person who ever expressed they were falling in love with me was someone I was already in love with. |: If the situation occurred, I'd probably just apologize a billion times for not sharing the feeling. ._. I'd feel so bad too, having to break someone's poor heart. D: But I don't have to worry about that, really. ~.~ Only one person finds interest in my, and they're the only one I want to have interest. <3
9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or why not?
I've actually never knew anyone who's died. ~.~ Like, I've known OF people who've died, but never has anyone I've had any form of relationship died. |: 'Cept my grandfather back when I was just a baby. I don't remember him. I just have photographs. So, the only thing close to me that died was a kitten I used to cat sit. |: And as much as I loved that kitten... I don't know if I could give up an extra year of life with Kyren. |: Please don't hate me, Spooki. ._.
10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
Honestly? I don't know. xD I'm annoying as hell and can't make any of my own decisions. And so closed up to strangers, I don't even know if I would have the opportunity to befriend myself. |: Due to the kind of person I am, I probably wouldn't want someone too afraid to breathe without instruction to drag around. <.<;
11. Does love equal sex?
Nupe. Sex doesn't have to have any feeling at all. e_e That's why there are whores. |: People can sex each other for the sole purpose of sexing each other. <.< And people can love each other without ever laying a hand on the other's naked flesh. They're two different things. o-o But you can also want to have sex with someone 'cause you love them. <.< So it all depends.
12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or why not?
I'm selfish and quiet. >: I wouldn't say a word and just keep to myself, minding my own business. Dx
13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?
I'm not straight forward about my feelings very often with people. ~.~ The only person that I can straight out say feeling things would be Kyren-sama. ~.~ When I told him I liked him for the very first time, even if he had to push it out of me. o-o; And from then to now, I continue expressing it. o:
14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?
It would be just awful having to tell someone that you don't feel the same way towards them. .__. It would kill me inside knowing how much I'd be hurting them. Dx But, telling someone that I love them is also difficult. D: I'm a shy, little mousey girl. >:
15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
I could never ever never give up Kyren-sama. D: 'Cause then life would lack meaning and I would have lost the only person I love. ._.
16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you?
One of my parents, probably. <.<; "I love you mommy~! I love you daddy~!" o:
18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
Kyren~! He could protect my from the scary person. .___.
19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or why not?
I... don't know how to do CPR. D: So nope. But I would try and seek out help, maybe. Dx Call for an ambulance. Dx Something. D; I wouldn't just leave them there to die... I think. Dx I'd panic and lose slightly common sense, but I'm sure I'd... try to help them in some way... D:
21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
I... I don't know... .__.
22. Are you old fashioned?
Nah, not really. <.<;
23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
Uh, well. <.<; I don't do nice things expecting anything in return... xD That's not being nice then. >.>; That's just working towards your own benefit. D: I'm a meanie, but I'm also really nice. D:< Maybe. xD Want a breath mint?
24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
I don't want to ever experience heartbreak... |: It feels simply awful being away from the person I love for a couple days, so could I manage being torn away violently and shattered into a heap, and never be with the person I loved ever again? Nuh. But on the other hand. D: Being loved/in love is the most awesome thing that's ever happened to me. ._. So... can I just... stick with what I have? D;
25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
To spend every waking moment with Kyren-sama? O: Yes? xD No... I can't be that overbearing. >.>; I just want Kyren. But I already have him. >.> Maybe... I'd get rid of all my little flaws and fears. >.> Make myself a better person for him. >.>
Tee hee. o:
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Lyccea · Tue Jul 10, 2007 @ 12:27am · 0 Comments |