He and I had something beautiful,
but so dysfunctional,
it couldn't last.
I loved him so but I let him go,
'Cause I knew he'd never,
love me back.
Such pain as this shouldn't have to be experienced.
I'm still reeling from the loss, still a little bit delirious.
Near to you, I am healing,
but it's taking so long.
'Cause though he's gone,
and you are wonderful,
it's hard to move on.
Yet, I'm better near to you.
You and I have something different,
and I'm enjoying it,
cautiously.
I'm battle scarred, I am working oh so hard,
to get back to who,
I used to be
He's disappearing, fading steadly.
I'm so close to being yours, won't you stay with me,
please.
Near to you, I am healing,
but it's taking so long.
'Cause though he's gone,
and you are wonderful,
it's hard to move on.
Yet, I'm better near to you.
Yet, I'm better near to you.
I only know that I am,
better where you are.
I only know that I am,
better where you are.
I only know that I belong,
where you are.
Near to you, I am healing,
but it's taking so long.
'Cause though he's gone,
and you are wonderful,
it's hard to move on.
Near to you, I am healing,
but it's taking so long.
'Cause though he's gone,
and you are wonderful,
it's hard to move on.
Yet, I'm better near to you.
Yet, I'm better near to you.
<3
~ Lyccea.
