There is a time...
when you were alone...
when you had "aquaintances" not friends...
not people who would give their all to save you
not people who would fight til' the end just to make sure you were okay...
when days went by slowly...
leaving you feeling intranced,
dazed feeling as though it would never change;
that time would wander on aimless with you just being "alone"
in all senses of the word alone in all meanings.....
and as days passed by,
you learned to accept this time...
fall into this loneliness,
you even grew to love it, didn't you?
In a sense it was all that you were...
all that you thought you'd ever needed to be....
you feel the holes from where people should be with "trival matters"
you make believe that something is real
when in reality it never will be the way you heart believes it should.....
You get used to being the odd man out....you try to make a mask out of it...
and you succeed...
-then everything changes,
you meet them...
their nothing like "aquintances",
they risk their necks for everyone
and curse and fight seemingily without fear,
they don't hold onto falsehoods,
and they do only what they believe is truly right...
they don't have much but if you're in need,
their there to give....
and when you feel weak and try to grasp onto
your so called loneliness
they burn in and toss it aside....
Real friends...
people who no matter what happens...even when times are
unbearabliy hard,
no matter how long it takes,
or how hard it is....
they rise to the challenge....
if you have not found these people....in due time you will...
but for those of you who can see them in this entry...you are beyond the luckiest bastards out there right now...
don't let things cloud your judgement...
hold onto one truth and you'll be fine..
you can fall,
and you can stall,
and you can fumble,
you can leave,
and take your sweet time coming back...
but when someone is in need be there...
If that's the only thing you can do...
just do that, trust me....it'll make a hell of a difference one day....
To anyone I've ever let down...
you haven't lost me...
and you never will....
I fight for the people that deserve it...
there is nothing more to me than that simple truth....
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