"So you wait and you wait... Do they think we have nothing better to do all day than to wait by the phone?" Iunno I don't remember that quote very well. xD But I do like it. Oh the dreaded horror of waiting for a phone call.. It messes you up sometimes doesn't it? It's like OMG JUST ******** CALL ME ALREADY!! you get mad when it takes a while but you're just ******** happy that person called ne?
"Oh hello, Micheal. No I don't know where she is right now. She might not be home for a couple days. Oh you want her to call you back? Yea like that'll be happening Mr. God's gift of the 5th grade!!!" xD
Nyaaa... ok I've been just watching random crap on tv and being really bored... I can't even get myself to set up my ps2.. I don't know.. just..bleh...lost in thought perhaps? i don't know..
On that note.. Getting back to where I was before.. -rewind- (lol)
What can I say that hasn't already been said before..
I've said so much yet I still feel like I haven't gotten my feelings across... Hell I don't know my feelings completely yet. I just know that..Nick is the one. I don't care what anyone may say at this point.. Those stories of the highschool sweethearts that grow up and one day get married and live happily ever after? I want that to be us. >///< I do.. But I'm not those crazy psycho bitches that..yea are envisioning their wedding already and crap like that xD
Getting back to the point..
Time goes by and God knows I try to carry on with life
Decide not to hide feelings inside, even though they hurt
Sometimes, I forget to remember you
It's easy to lock away the pains, don't want to relive it through
But I stay strong, you taught me how to move on in this world
I married my sweetheart, even got a little baby girl
I wish you could see her, I swear she looks just like you
If you can hear me, show me a sign, please send her a butterfly or two
I'm thinking about forever (missing you)
I know you're so much better (we made it through)
Now I know what it means to live for someone else
To give up yourself
Things have changed, at times it gets kind of strange
Your love remains the same
Do I make you proud? Mama, can you see me now?
Whatever is good in me is because you showed me how to take love by the hand
And so now I can share you with my baby
So that she can understand
Sorry that song just popped in my head.. (and makes for a damn good segway lol)
What's in store for the future.. I've got 3 years of highschool left...In these 3 years I gotta make some good memories..Especially before I go off for college.. I wonder when I'll be able to come back... Oh well I just wanna be with Nick whatever that means.. Mmm...I can't wait for college though. I think mechanic is really gonna be something Imma stick with.. really. It may not be the best paying job in the world but if I can find the right job in the right place I can make a decent living.. and it's fun. Besides.. It's one way of showin off the men in the world that we women can do that s**t too xD Although...can't totally xP I know I won't. Imma hafta work on my upper body strength for this man. It's gonna be rough but I know I can do it. Although one wrong move could literally make or break you. If you're installing an engine and it falls you're screwed...especially if you're under it. And engines are heavy.. oh well. I'll do my best.
Ok I got a tad bit off subject...but yea... to be a mechanic..be with nick.. I want both but if a time comes where I have no choice but to have one I'll take Nick anyday.. -sweat-
Goddammit I can't stop thinking about Nick @__@ I am so freakin obsessed aren't I.. T__T
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My anti-drug sweatdrop
Lalalala... I so can't wait till Nick comes back from Mexico.. I think the Simpsons Movie comes out the day he comes back.. I think we should celebrate and watch it xD "Spider pig.. Spider pig.. Does whatever a spider pig does.."
"you can take spider pig with you!" "He's not spider pig anymore he's harry plopper!" xD omg I can't stop crackin up at the previews >.o
ok I'm..losing momentum with my thoughts. imma just stop then.
~Thinkin bout forever...Missin you... (still stuck in my head)
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