ok well. i feel like writing about this. not sure why. and it's not like anyone would read this or care. but whatever.
ok so. i was at Disneyland alone while my mom and grandma were at downtown disney. while i was about to get on thunder mountain railroad when jarred called. the ride was about to go so i said that i would call him back. he sent me a txt that said "Never ******** mind then s**t whatever don't call me just txt i should be asleep man ******** it i'm done with this s**t" i was confused. "I'm sick of this long distance s**t so unless you can find a way where we can see eachother everyday i have to say something" ...... "It's not just today it's been on for a long time i'm sick of your friends comin before me or the fact that you see your ex more than you see me or that i see my ex more than i see you" then i was crying. it was hard to txt. then he asked me if i really love him. i told him of course. then he said "No answer me after you read the rest of this and tell me did it change. I h ave to tell you and it hurts so bad but i've been cheatin on you for 2 weeks with my ex i'm so sorry but i had to tell you" i stopped breathing and i stopped walking. i froze. a wheel chair ran into me. ouch. but it didnt hurt as much as what he did. "I told you because i've decided to stop doin it i swear your the only one i will ever kiss again" "I don't know i got lonel and you live so far away and it just happened i'm sorry" i feel like s**t. there's no way i can trust him anymore. but i love him so much. but i broke up with him.
ok so. i was at Disneyland alone while my mom and grandma were at downtown disney. while i was about to get on thunder mountain railroad when jarred called. the ride was about to go so i said that i would call him back. he sent me a txt that said "Never ******** mind then s**t whatever don't call me just txt i should be asleep man ******** it i'm done with this s**t" i was confused. "I'm sick of this long distance s**t so unless you can find a way where we can see eachother everyday i have to say something" ...... "It's not just today it's been on for a long time i'm sick of your friends comin before me or the fact that you see your ex more than you see me or that i see my ex more than i see you" then i was crying. it was hard to txt. then he asked me if i really love him. i told him of course. then he said "No answer me after you read the rest of this and tell me did it change. I h ave to tell you and it hurts so bad but i've been cheatin on you for 2 weeks with my ex i'm so sorry but i had to tell you" i stopped breathing and i stopped walking. i froze. a wheel chair ran into me. ouch. but it didnt hurt as much as what he did. "I told you because i've decided to stop doin it i swear your the only one i will ever kiss again" "I don't know i got lonel and you live so far away and it just happened i'm sorry" i feel like s**t. there's no way i can trust him anymore. but i love him so much. but i broke up with him.
