Today is the day that I'm going to hopefully get the 7th Harry Potter Book
I also want a book called Harshini. I'm far too tired to go into detail about the book.
Ok, it's been a long while since I've had a well written entry and I'm not sure I'd be able to type one up now for you all. Im just so tired. I didn't sleep AT ALL last night and I'm very tired. I'm sitting here, trying to think of ways I can possibly wake myself up.
I'm thinking that maybe telling you guys about how my life has been going might be a good start.
Ok, I know I've told most of you briefly but for those of you who don't already know, my parents are to be divorced soon and for those of you who have dealt with this before, and those who haven't, please, don't start spouting about how sorry you feel for me because this divorce is for the best. My parents won't fight as much. I have to face it.
They just can't live together anymore peacefully. They get at each others throats about just about every thing. My mother gets mad at him for stupid s**t and he gets mad at all of us for stupid s**t. So, it's best that my father isn't living with us. Of course, my mother is gonna let us see him plenty and all but we just won't live with him and I've come to grips with that and I'm fine with it.
What I'm not fine with is the fact that I've seen my mother on EHarmony plenty, and she seems to think I'm stupid and don't know why ANYONE would go on that stupid site. I know what she's doing and I'm pretty sure why. I have nothing against her being lonely and wanting to find someone new, but I can't tolerate the fact that my parents haven't even OFFICIALLY divorced yet and she's already searching.
Whatever happened to waiting at least a week out of respect for everything the two people shared. It feels as if it meant nothing to her, nothing at all. I can't even trust my own mother, is my point. She lies to me about alot lately and seems to think I don't know it, but I do. I'm smarter than she and alot of you, might think.
I miss Brett. He's away this weekend and having him around seriously helps me through all this. He's just so helpful and understanding when I start ranting and such. I know alot of you are, Peng, Yuki, and alot of others, that I would list, but as I've said, I'm very tired and my memory is a piece of s**t right now.
But its harder to talk to you guys about the deeper parts of what bothers me during my days. I trust him completely. I trust alot of you guys too, but usually the ones I trust have problems of their own to attend to, so I'm reluctant to bother you with my problems that alot of you have already heard about.
Ok, this is getting kind of long so I think I might just wrap this up.
Bottom line, I've got SO MUCH, going on in my life right now that I'm just not sure how i'm gonna balance it all.
*sighs*
I would appricate it if you guys didn't ask me for too many favors
and for those of you who bug me all the time for donations
Answer: NO
I'm sorry, but I HATE IT when you guys act as if I'm always gonna have spare gold to give you. I donate to my friends alot, please, stop taking that as an excuse to ask me all the time, I try to save up for items but a couple select people like guilt tripping me into donating, and I'm done. I'm just going to get mean and say ******** YOU. Especially if you ALWAYS ask.
Its really annoying to have people beg to you all the time!!!!!
Alright, well, really, I'm gonna wrap this up.
Bye now.
I also want a book called Harshini. I'm far too tired to go into detail about the book.
Ok, it's been a long while since I've had a well written entry and I'm not sure I'd be able to type one up now for you all. Im just so tired. I didn't sleep AT ALL last night and I'm very tired. I'm sitting here, trying to think of ways I can possibly wake myself up.
I'm thinking that maybe telling you guys about how my life has been going might be a good start.
Ok, I know I've told most of you briefly but for those of you who don't already know, my parents are to be divorced soon and for those of you who have dealt with this before, and those who haven't, please, don't start spouting about how sorry you feel for me because this divorce is for the best. My parents won't fight as much. I have to face it.
They just can't live together anymore peacefully. They get at each others throats about just about every thing. My mother gets mad at him for stupid s**t and he gets mad at all of us for stupid s**t. So, it's best that my father isn't living with us. Of course, my mother is gonna let us see him plenty and all but we just won't live with him and I've come to grips with that and I'm fine with it.
What I'm not fine with is the fact that I've seen my mother on EHarmony plenty, and she seems to think I'm stupid and don't know why ANYONE would go on that stupid site. I know what she's doing and I'm pretty sure why. I have nothing against her being lonely and wanting to find someone new, but I can't tolerate the fact that my parents haven't even OFFICIALLY divorced yet and she's already searching.
Whatever happened to waiting at least a week out of respect for everything the two people shared. It feels as if it meant nothing to her, nothing at all. I can't even trust my own mother, is my point. She lies to me about alot lately and seems to think I don't know it, but I do. I'm smarter than she and alot of you, might think.
I miss Brett. He's away this weekend and having him around seriously helps me through all this. He's just so helpful and understanding when I start ranting and such. I know alot of you are, Peng, Yuki, and alot of others, that I would list, but as I've said, I'm very tired and my memory is a piece of s**t right now.
But its harder to talk to you guys about the deeper parts of what bothers me during my days. I trust him completely. I trust alot of you guys too, but usually the ones I trust have problems of their own to attend to, so I'm reluctant to bother you with my problems that alot of you have already heard about.
Ok, this is getting kind of long so I think I might just wrap this up.
Bottom line, I've got SO MUCH, going on in my life right now that I'm just not sure how i'm gonna balance it all.
*sighs*
I would appricate it if you guys didn't ask me for too many favors
and for those of you who bug me all the time for donations
Answer: NO
I'm sorry, but I HATE IT when you guys act as if I'm always gonna have spare gold to give you. I donate to my friends alot, please, stop taking that as an excuse to ask me all the time, I try to save up for items but a couple select people like guilt tripping me into donating, and I'm done. I'm just going to get mean and say ******** YOU. Especially if you ALWAYS ask.
Its really annoying to have people beg to you all the time!!!!!
Alright, well, really, I'm gonna wrap this up.
Bye now.
