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im swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
and i feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
i yell for help but no one is there to hear it
i begin to see the water at eye level
and i kick and flail
fighting to stay above the darkness
But the darkness wont let go of its hold on me
and i slowly begin to give in
to the feeling that lies below the water line
the waters starts to fill my lungs
the lungs that once held so much life
yet now they allow the murky water to replace that
i know that this path doesnt lead to happiness
but why doesnt someone grab my hand
pull me from darkness grasp?
because no one knows i stand at the boundary
the boundary between light and dark
so i give in to the thing that holds me
all of the strength and all of the courage
that i once held in my heart
cant save me from the water
so i slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness
undetected by the occupants of that world
i dont want to fight anymore
ive given into darkness....