Where's the love when you need it the most
The love you need when you are facing the ghost
Why are there people that hurt so bad
Why can't they figure out that it's me who's sad
They can't get it, they never will
No one understands me, although they think they do
It's high time I tell you ******** how I really feel
And then you will know what's my deal
First off is my phone, how it rings and dings
How it consists of hurtful things
How it can make me from happy to pissed
And tell me that I just got my a** dissed
Next off is life and it's ********' turns
It's 'surprises' which make you burn
Makes me want to give up and cry
Cuz a little at a time, inside I die
-Cuz you know why? I'll tell you why
I'm dying inside, little by little, day by day
I don't care what you do or say what you say
I still die inside, cuz of my demise and my heartfelt cries
The cries that burn out the light
I die inside
Not a day goes by when I stop to think
Thinkin' bout how low I had to sink
Just to be around the people that I call 'friends'
While my grades plummit down to the bottom's end
I heard without ears and saw without eyes
Now that is about to change once I reach the sky
My time of depressedness is sure to end
But I still die inside in the end
I don't know why but I face the facts
My mind didn't have time fight or react
I'm a sad case once you think about it
Think about my emotions and all that s**t
But all that shall end, I'm so sure of it
I'm driven mad just by thinking of it
My sanctuary, and only a few more days away
Because when I die inside, there's no more that I can say
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My life...
My life...
You don't control it, you can't understand it
Because it's my life
My life only
My way, my path, it's my life...
And it was my choice to die inside...There was nothing else to do but to just stand aside
But I've done too much of that already, can't take it no more
Now I die inside, right to the bitter core
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