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1 loosing track of my love and leaving gaia
2 its the challenge of finding her
3 its toffer
4 its cancer
5 its one of my loves friends trying to rape her
6 its my loves old long lost friend/ past possible b/f coming to her house and knocking her out scarring her to death
7 its pressure from everone she knows
8 its my comp totally crashing and lucky i could fix it
9 its my parents fighting to keep me away frome everyone i love
10 its her best friend trying to plot against me
11 Now it goes back to toffer with everything.. he pushed a friend of hers away.. he comes back.. now she doesn't know her feelings
12 eh i dont know but im ready to take it on being head strong
13. the warmth that kept the ice on what was left of my heart... is now gone and so is the shread of my heart that once existed. I had the full lovers passion.. gaver every waking moment of my life that i had into my love... poured all of my energy.. all of my soul.. all of everything into this one last chance at love... yet with long and slow chipping away.. others dimmed the light of love and somoene finnaly put the finnal smothering box over it then tossed it deep into the sea which i can not reach... i have dived down many times trying to reach this illusive treasure.. it is like that of the titanic thought to be unsinkable... truly unstopable yet the smallest things caused it to sink... so there lies the shreds of my heart all the memories of my last and finnal love.. resting eternally at the bottom of the black sea of sorrow.