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heya... again... im back... my first actual entry.... well... i think a lot... like why do peoplez hate me so much? i mean people love me everywhere else except for my school... you know i have friends.. but i feel like everyone else hates me! secondly.... off that topic.... everyone wishes for an afterlife so they dont have to die... but seriously.. whats worse... always alive or dead.... i mean id like to be alive but that could get boring... but i really dont want to lose everything i hold dear.... I wish we could just get reincarnated as sumtin else... thaat would rule... i could keep my memories... and experience being every animal....i also wish my family didnt have to die... i mean i love them... and for all you who hate your parents... plz excuse my french but you're dipshits.... you will only have your parent once... your family once... and no matter how much you say you wont... you will miss them with all your heart once they die... So embrace them whille you're alive... DONT LET THAT CHANCE SLIP THRU YOUR FINGERS! And lastly.... i worry about so much... sometimes weight.. not much though.. but i think what if the sun goes out.. what if i die.... if i ask her out what if shes says no.. what if they laugh... what if my plan doesnt go accordingly... ya know... this is my conclusion... only dipshits worry... if those things happen they do... but u only have one life... you shuld most definitly live it to its fujll extent... worrying about the inevitable.. its gonna happen you like it or not.... so enjoy life.. but things u can prevent like std's from young or unprotected sex... or fat from eating too much or just bad things.. things like that, that can be avoided... you shuld try not to do.... but otherwise... live ur god damn life to its full! 3nodding biggrin and lastly what bothers me is.... just bcoz ur thin doesnt mean ur healthy.... if u dont get fat... doesnt mean ur artery's arent dieing.... thiose who are quatom-quote fat are truly gifted bcoz they get the chance to know they are eating unhealthy so they can stop... and here is the true end.... to all those dipshits who judge a book by is cover... STOP! even if some one looks horrible they can have a sparkling persanality.... unfortunatly i am guilty of judging people... but i mean its the same thing on the internet.. u cant see them though... lol... see i could be a total hottie... or the uglyist s**t uve ever seen... but you know... it doesnt matter... bcoz my friend on here like me.... not my image.... Plz feel free o comment... and i will talk to anyone about these type of topics if they like.. thank you for reading... have a great day!