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I went up to my Grandma's house a couple days ago. Ok, that's a lie. My Grandma died last year. I went to my aunt's house and then went to my grandma's to help fix it up. We're getting ready to put the house on the market. crying

I brought a friend with me and she said "What are you crying about?" or something like that. I guess I snapped. "What do you think?! We're about to sell my grandma's house, where I practically grew up!" gonk

Then she wanted o change the subject. She didn't want to listen to me whine. I want to talk to somebody, damnit! Then my mom said to my friend "You have never lost a relative that close to you before. So, you don't know how hard it is to avoid feelings like that."

I was tempted to go into my grandma's room and jump on her big fluffy bed that I have slept in since I was little. But all the furniture was practically gone. My mom wanted this really pretty antique cabinet but the bastards that installed it nailed it to the wall with finishing nails. Idiots. So, we wouldn't be able to get the thing out without breaking it.

Then I got to see my new baby cousin. Which was nice. I love you Natalie Kay Friess!