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i dont know why but talking to chris isnt helping me being scared. im scared for my mom and for the issue with my legs. i have to talk to joey but i dont know how to. and im scared for alex i mean yeah it was wrong what he did but he is dieing and im scared. im also home sick getting ready for school and stuff then soon it will be nevember thanksgiving time the christmas, the family get togethers i wish so badly to attend but im so far away and dont have the money to fly home. im getting depressed again and dont know why.im happy school is starting but then again im not. i hapy chris's family has become so close to me but then again im not. anne has changed so bad, now all she is a b***h. and my parents arent helping they are being jerks and yelling at me for everything. im scared about when school starts that i wont make this year.....i have to sleep on the floor every night with the baby's. and im up all night how am i going to survive this year? idk i just dont. well im out c ya